The Inner Shrine by Basil King
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"That means, then, that there's no one incident--or person--I didn't
know but--" She hesitated, and Diane took up the sentence. "You didn't know but what I had given George specific reason for his act. I may as well tell you that I never did--at least not in the sense in which you mean it. George always knew that I loved him, and that I was true to him. He trusted me, and was justified in doing so. It wasn't that. It was the whole thing--the whole life. There was nothing worthy in it from the beginning to the end. I played with fire, and while George knew it was only playing, it was fire all the same." "But you say you were never--burnt." "If I wasn't, others were. I led men on till they thought--till they thought--I don't know how to say it--" "Till they thought you should have led them further?" "Precisely; and Bienville was one of them. It wasn't entirely his fault. I allowed him to think--to think--oh, all sorts of things!--and then when I was tired of him, I turned him into ridicule. I took advantage of his folly to make him the laughing-stock of Paris; and to avenge himself he lied. He said I had been his--No; I can't tell you." "I understand. You needn't tell me. You needn't tell me any more." "There isn't much more to tell that I can put into words. It was always--just like that--just as it was with Bienville. He wasn't the only one. I made coquetry a game--but a game in which I cheated. I was never fair to any of them. It's only the fact that the others were more |
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