Christian's Mistake by Dinah Maria Mulock Craik
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indeed, Maria, if your brother had married a violent-tempered woman."
"I am not that. Why do you make it seem so?" said Christian, still trembling. And then, her courage breaking down under a cruel sense of wrong. "Why can not you see that I am weak and worn out, longing for a little peace, and I can not get it? I never did you any harm--it is not my fault that you hate me. Why will you hunt me down and wear my life out, while I hear it all alone, and have never told my husband one single word? It is cruel of you--cruel." She sobbed, till Arthur's sudden waking up--he had been fast asleep on the sofa, or she might not have given way so much--compelled her to restrain herself. Miss Gascoigne was moved--at least as much as was in her nature to be. She said hastily, "There--there--we will say no more about it;" took up her work, and busied herself therewith. For Aunt Maria, she did as she had been doing throughout the contest-- the only thing Aunt Maria ever had strength to do--she remained neutral and passive--cried and knitted--knitted and cried. So sat together these three women--as good women in their way, who meant well, and might have lived to be a comfort to one another. Yet, as it was, they only seemed to live for one another's mutual annoyance, irritation, and pain. A thunder-storm sometimes clears the air; and the passion of resistance into which Christian had been goaded apparently cooled the family atmosphere for a few days. But she herself felt only a dead-weight--a |
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