Twelve Men by Theodore Dreiser
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"My boy," he assured me, "you are too thin-skinned. You can't take life that way. It's all good to me, whatever happens. We're here. We're not running it. Why be afraid to look at it? The chemistry of a man's body isn't any worse than the chemistry of anything else, and we're eating the dead things we've killed all the time. A little more or a little less in any direction--what difference?" Apropos of this same a little later--to shock me, of course, as he well knew he could--he assured me that in eating a dish of chop suey in a Chinese restaurant, a very low one, he had found and eaten a part of the little finger of a child, and that "it was very good--very good, indeed." "Dog!" I protested. "Swine! Thou ghoula!" but he merely chuckled heartily and stuck to his tale! But if I paint this side of him it is to round out his wonderful, to me almost incredible, figure. Insisting on such things, he was still and always warm and human, sympathetic, diplomatic and cautious, according to his company, so that he was really acceptable anywhere. Peter would never shock those who did not want to be shocked. A minute or two or five after such a discourse as the above he might be describing some marvelously beautiful process of pollination among the flowers, the history of some medieval trade guild or gazing at a beautiful scene and conveying to one by his very attitude his unspoken emotion. After spending about two or three years in Philadelphia--which city came to reflect for me the color of Peter's interests and mood--he suddenly removed to Newark, having been nursing an arrangement with its |
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