Different Girls by Various
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as a kind of renunciation, have now turned into an unselfish
selfishness. Margaret began by feeling herself necessary to her mother; now her mother becomes more and more necessary to Margaret. Sometimes when she leaves her alone for a few moments in her chair, she laughingly bends over and says, "Promise me that you won't run away to heaven while my back is turned." And the old mother smiles one of those transfigured smiles which seem only to light up the faces of those that are already half over the border of the spiritual world. Winter is, of course, Margaret's time of chief anxiety, and then her loving efforts are redoubled to detain her beloved spirit in an inclement world. Each winter passed in safety seems a personal victory over death. How anxiously she watches for the first sign of the returning spring, how eagerly she brings the news of early blade and bud, and with the first violet she feels that the danger is over for another year. When the spring is so afire that she is able to fill her mother's lap with a fragrant heap of crocus and daffodil, she dares at last to laugh and say, "Now confess, mother, that you won't find sweeter flowers even in heaven." And when the thrush is on the apple bough outside the window, Margaret will sometimes employ the same gentle raillery. "Do you think, mother," she will say, "that an angel could sing sweeter than that thrush?" |
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