Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine — Volume 54, No. 335, September 1843 by Various
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already. You shall be satisfied."
"Well, be it so," I answered. "Proceed, and I will listen patiently." Warton glanced at his wife, who rose immediately and quitted the room with her three children. The latter were evidently staggered by the sudden change in their circumstances, and they stared full in my face until the latest moment. Being left alone with my new acquaintance, I felt, for a short time, somewhat ill at ease; but when the poor fellow commenced his history, my attention was excited, and I soon became wholly engrossed in his recital, which proved far more strange and striking than I had any reason to expect. Mr Warton, as well as I can remember, spoke to me as follows:-- "Knowing what you do, sir," he began, "you will smile, and hardly believe me, when I tell you that the sin of _Pride_ has been my ruin. Yes, criminal as I was yesterday--beggar as I am to-day--surrounded by every sign and evidence of want, I confess it to my shame--Pride, has helped to bring me where I am--Pride, not resulting from the consciousness of blood, or the possession of dignities and wealth--but pride, founded upon nothing. I am one of three children. I had two sisters--both are dead. My father was a workhouse boy, and his parentage was unknown. I told you that I had little reason to build a self-esteem upon my family descent; yet there was a period in my life when I would have given all I had in the world for an honourable pedigree--to know that I had bounding in my veins a portion of the blood that ages since had fallen to secure a nation's liberties, or in any way had served to perpetuate its fame. Wealth, simple wealth, I always regarded with disdain. I revered the well-born. My father was apprenticed from the workhouse to a maker of watch-springs, living in |
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