Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine — Volume 54, No. 335, September 1843 by Various
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seized with inflammation the day before. The fire blazed in a system that
was ripe for it. The doctors were baffled. Mortification had already begun. He did not recognize me, but he spoke of me in his delirium in terms of endearment, whilst curses against my mother rolled from his unconscious lips. Three hours after my arrival he was a corpse. And such a corpse! They told me it was my father, and I believed them. "Are _you_, sir, fatherless?" asked Warton suddenly. I told him, and he continued. "You have felt then the lightning shock that has altered the very face of nature. Earth, before and after that event, is not the same. It never was to human being yet. It cannot be. What a secret is learnt upon that day! How tottering and insecure have become the things of life that seemed so firm and fixed! The penalty is heavy which we pay for the privilege to be our own master. Oh, the desolation of a fatherless home! My father died, having made no will. So it was said at first--but in a few days there was another version. My mother's brother--the uncle that I spoke of--then appeared upon the stage, and was most active for his sister's interests. He had never been a friend of my father's. They had not spoken for years. I did not know why. I had never enquired--for the man was a stranger to me, and since my birth he had not crossed our threshold. My father believed that his relative had wronged him--of this I was sure--and I hated him therefore when he appeared. When my father was buried, this man produced a will. I was present when it was read--bodily present; but my heart and soul were away with him in the grave--and with him, sir, in heaven, beyond it. They told me at the conclusion of the ceremony, that my father had died worth fifty thousand pounds--that he had left my mother the bulk of his property--to my sister a fortune of ten thousand pounds, and to me the sum of a hundred and fifty pounds per annum. But they might have talked |
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