Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine — Volume 54, No. 335, September 1843 by Various
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completed. I knew the business to be affluent and thriving. The income
derived from it enabled my mother to live luxuriously. _Half the sum would afford every wished-for comfort to my Anna, and much less would enable us at once to marry_. Here was the rock on which I went to pieces--here was the giddy light that blinded me to all considerations--here was the sophistry that made all other reasoning dull and valueless. I did not stop to enquire what movement of feeling could operate so generously upon my uncle. If an unfavourable suggestion forced itself upon me, it was expelled at once; and persuasion of the purity of his motives was too easy, where my wish was father to the thought. If I remained at college, years might elapse before our union. _Now, immediately_, if I accepted this unlooked-for offer--she was mine, and a home, such as in other circumstances I could never hope to give her, was ready for her reception! I could think of nothing else, but I beheld in the unexpected good--the outstretched hand of Providence. Full of my delight, I communicated the intelligence to Anna; but very different was its effect on her. She read the letter, and looked at me as if she wished to read the most hidden of my secret wishes. "'What have you thought of doing, then?' she asked. "'Accepting the proposal, Anna,' I replied, 'with your consent.' "'Never with that,' she answered almost solemnly. 'My lips shall never bid you turn from the course which you have chosen, and to which you have been called. You do not require wealth--you have said so many times--and I am sure it is not necessary for your happiness.' "'I think not of myself, dear Anna,' I replied. 'I have more than enough for my own wants. It is for your sake that I would accept their offer, and |
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