Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine — Volume 54, No. 335, September 1843 by Various
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page 79 of 330 (23%)
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"For a week my wife remained in a dangerous condition. Threatened with the
loss of her, I did not leave her side. What was the business to me at such a time?--what was reputation--what life? Life!--sir, I carried about with me a potent poison, and I waited only for her latest breath to drink it off, and join her in the grave. She rallied, however, and once more I walked abroad--to find myself a bankrupt and a castaway. The very day that my uncle quitted me, he called my creditors together--exposed the state of my affairs--and accused me of the vilest practices. A docket was struck against me. Every thing that I possessed was dragged away--even to the bed on which my Anna had been cast, and which she so much needed now. Every thing was gone; but the blow had fallen, and I was callous to the loss. In the midst of the desolation I struggled to preserve one trifle from the common wreck. Do not smile, sir, when I mention _my reputation_. Yes, I felt that if it could be rescued all might be spared, and I might yet defy and shame my persecutors. I appealed to the commissioner who had charge of my estate. I proclaimed aloud, and in the face of men, my innocence. I conjured him to subject me to the severest trial--to compel the closest examination of my affairs--my books--and every individual connected with the house. I demanded it for the sake of justice--for my own sake, and for the sake of the poor creatures--I was a father now--whose fortunes were linked with mine, whose bread depended upon the verdict which should be pronounced against me. My passionate supplication was not in vain. The affairs of our house were looked into--the business that had been done for years was sifted--and clerks and men were subjected to every interrogatory that could elucidate a fact. At the end of six months it was publicly announced that an important error had been discovered--that the estimate given to me was incorrect, _and by many thousand pounds greater than the true value_. "There had been a _mistake_! The bankrupt departed from the court without |
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