Martha By-the-Day by Julie M. Lippmann
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have give me all that good advice free?"
Claire laughed. "She certainly was, and now you've just _got_ to go to bed. I don't dare look at the clock, it's so late. Good-night, you _good_ Martha! And thank you, from way deep down, for all you've done for me." But long after Mrs. Slawson had disappeared, the girl sat in the solitude of her shadowy room thinking--thinking--thinking. Unable to get away from her thoughts. There was something about this plan, to which Martha had committed her, that frightened, overawed her. She felt a strange impulse to resist it, to follow her own leading, and go to the school instead. She knew her feeling was childish. Suppose Radcliffe were to be unruly, why, how could she tell that the girls in the Schoharie school might not prove even more so? The fact was, she argued, she had unconsciously allowed herself to be prejudiced against Mrs. Sherman and the boy, by Martha's whimsical accounts of them, good-natured as they were. And this strange, premonitory instinct was no premonitory instinct at all, it was just the natural reluctance of a shy nature to face a new and uncongenial situation. And yet--and yet--and yet, try as she would, she could not shake off the impression that, beyond it all, there loomed something a hidden inner sense made her hesitate to approach. Just that moment, a dim, untraceable association of ideas drew her back until she was face-to-face with a long-forgotten incident in her very-little girlhood. Once upon a time, there had been a moment when she had experienced much the same sort of feeling she had now--the feeling of wanting to cry out and run away. As a matter of fact, she _had_ cried out and run away. Why, and from what? As it came back to her, not from |
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