The Man Thou Gavest by Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa) Comstock
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being; every experience was to him a concrete fact and, consequently,
momentous. In order to keep pure the emotions that overpowered him at times, he must renounce all that separated him from Nella-Rose and reconstruct his life; or--he must let _her_ go! Once Truedale began to reason this out, once he saw Nella-Rose's dependence upon him--her trust and happiness--he capitulated and permitted his imagination to picture and colour the time on ahead. He refused to turn a backward glance. Of course all this was not achieved without struggle and foreboding; but he saw no way to hold what once was dear, without dishonour to that which now was dearer; and he--let go! This determined, he strenuously began to prepare himself for the change. Day by day he watched Nella-Rose with new and far-seeing interest--not always with love and passion-blinded eyes. He felt that she could, with his devotion and training, develop into a rarely sweet and fine woman. He was not always a fool in his madness; at times he was wonderfully clear-sighted. He meant to return home, when once his health was restored, and take the Kendalls into his confidence; but the thought of Lynda gave him a bad moment now and then. He could not easily depose her from the most sacred memories of his life, but gradually he grew to believe that her relations to him were--had always been--platonic; and that she, in the new scheme, would play no small part in his life and Nella-Rose's. There would be years of self-denial and labour and then, by and by, success would be achieved. He would take his finished work, and in this he included Nella-Rose, back to his old haunts and prove his wisdom and |
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