The Tinder-Box by Maria Thompson Daviess
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it to every one who is thirsty, brothers as well as sisters? I wonder
how that would solve Jane's problem of emotional equality! I do love Dicky--and--and I do love Polk--with an inclination to dodge. Now, if there were enough of the right sort of love in me, I ought to be able to get them to see it, and drink it for their comforting, and have no trouble at all with them about their wanting to seize the cup, drain all the love there is in it, shut it away from the rest of the world--and then neglect it. Yes, why can't I love Polk as I love you, Jane, and have him enjoy it? Yes, why? I think if I had Dicky off to myself for a long time, and very gently led him up to the question of loving him hard in this new way, he might be induced to sip out of the cup just to see if he liked it--and it might be just what he craved, for the time being; but I doubt it. He would storm and bluster at the idea. Of course the Crag would let a woman love him in any old kind of new or experimental way she wanted to, if it made her happy. He would take her cup of tenderness and drink it as if it were sacramental wine, on his knees. But he doesn't count. He has to be man to so many people that there is danger of his becoming a kind of superman. Think of the old Mossback being a progressive thing like that! I laughed out loud at the idea--but the echo was dismal. I wonder if Sallie will marry him. And as I sat and thought and puzzled, the moonlight got richer and more glowing, and it wooed open the throats of the thousand little |
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