Red Pottage by Mary Cholmondeley
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had been guarded with minute, with scrupulous care. The only thing she
had forgotten in her calculations was her husband's character, if, indeed, she could be said to have forgotten that which she had never known. Lord Newhaven was in his wife's eyes a very quiet man of few words. That his few words did not represent the whole of him had never occurred to her. She had often told her friends that he walked through life with his eyes shut. He had a trick of half shutting his eyes which confirmed her in this opinion. When she came across persons who were after a time discovered to have affections and interests of which they had not spoken, she described them as "cunning." She had never thought Edward "cunning" till to-night. How had he, of all men, discovered this--this--? She, had no words ready to call her conduct by, though words would not have failed her had she been denouncing the same conduct in another wife and mother. Gradually "the whole horror of her situation"--to borrow from her own vocabulary--forced itself upon her mind like damp through a gay wall-paper. What did it matter how the discovery had been made! It was made, and she was ruined. She repeated the words between little gasps for breath. Ruined! Her reputation lost! Hers--Violet Newhaven's. It was a sheer impossibility that such a thing could have happened to a woman like her. It was some vile slander which Edward must see to. He was good at that sort of thing. But no, Edward would not help her. She had committed--She flung out her hands, panic-stricken, as if to ward off a blow. The deed had brought with it no shame, but the word--the word wounded her like a sword. Her feeble mind, momentarily stunned, pursued its groping way. |
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