Sea and Shore - A Sequel to "Miriam's Memoirs" by Mrs. Catharine A. Warfield
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Southron man, as Scott has it, "right brotherly."
At last, looking up grave, tearless, and pale, and resuming his reins without apology for having surrendered them, he said, abruptly: "All is so vain! Such mockery now to me! She was the sole reality of this universe to my heart! I grapple with shadows unceasingly. There is not on the face of this globe a more desolate wretch. You understand this! You feel for me, you do not deride me! You know how perfect, how spiritual she was! You loved her well--I saw it in your eyes, your manner--and for that, if nothing else, you have my heart-felt gratitude. So few appreciated her unearthly purity. Yet, was it not strange she should have loved a man so gross, so steeped in sensuous, thoughtless enjoyment--so remote from God as I am--have ever been? But the song speaks for me"--waving his gauntleted hand--"better than I can speak: "'Away! away! the chords are mute, The bond is rent in twain.'" "I shall never marry again--never! Miss Miriam, I know now, and shall know evermore, in all its fullness, and weariness, and bitterness, the meaning of that terrible word--alone! Eternal solitude. The Robinson Crusoe of society. A sort of social Daniel Boone. Thus you must ever consider me. And yet, just think of it, Miss Harz!" "Oh, but you will not always feel so; there may come a time of reaction." I hesitated. It was not my purpose to encourage change. "No, never! never!" he interrupted, passionately; "don't even suggest it--don't! and check me sternly if ever I forget my grief again in |
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