David Lockwin—The People's Idol by John McGovern
page 164 of 249 (65%)
page 164 of 249 (65%)
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The man whisks off his bed, and runs it up to the wall, whereupon he may confront a handsome mirror. He compares the two faces. "A change. A change, indeed!" he exclaims sadly. It is not alone in the features. The new man is growing meager. He is an inconsequential person. He is a character to be kept waiting in an ante-room while strutting personages walk into the desired presence. He pulls the bed down. He cannot lie on it now. He takes a chair and greedily reads the apotheosis of David Lockwin. As he reads he is seized with a surprising feeling. In all this eulogium he sees the hand of Esther Lockwin. Without her aid this great biography could not have been collated. The sweat stands on his brow. He studies the type, to learn those confessions that the publishers make, one to another, but not to the world. "It is paid for," he groans. He is wounded and unhappy. "It is her cursed pride," he says. "I'm glad I'm out of it all." He sits, week after week, hands deep in pockets, his legs stretched out, one ankle over the other, his chin far down on his chest. "Funny man in the east parlor!" says the chambermaid. "Isn't he ugly!" says her fellow-chambermaid. |
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