Balloons by Elizabeth Bibesco
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existence, associated only with her and with him. It was a much better
kingdom than a room; for a room is full of paraphernalia and impedimenta, with books and photographs, and the envelopes of letters to remind you of people and things that you want to forget. After all she could not sweep her house clear of her life, empty it of the necessary and the superfluous of her ties and her duties and her responsibilities. But his motor--his little gasping uncomfortable motor--that was really and truly hers, because it was his. Here was her throne and his altar. No wonder she sometimes stroked it a little, when it was too dark for him to ask her what she was doing. And now, now some one else crept in after him, slid towards him on the shiny leather, murmured that her feet were as warm as toast, that there was no draught, and of course the rain didn't come in.... Or did she say, "Do you think there is something the matter with your motor to-day? It seems a little asthmatic?" Eve looked at the house. She could see brightness shining behind the curtains. She could imagine a glowing fire and a faint smell of warm roses. Who was the woman? What were they doing? Sitting on either side of the fireplace drowsily intimate, smiling a little perhaps and hardly talking, conscious only of the cold outside and the warm room and one another.... Eve shivered. Almost unconsciously she fingered the mud guard. "A room is a horrible unprivate thing," she said. "People walk in and out of it, any one, and there are books and photographs and letters. It is a |
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