If Only etc. by Augustus Harris;Francis Clement Philips
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but he was also miles above the man whom Saidie delighted to honour,
and whose addresses and attentions she thrust upon Bella at every turn. At first, to do her justice, the young wife shrank back dismayed. Beyond his handsome face, Howard Astley had but little to recommend him, and after listening to his commonplaces and enduring the fulsome compliments it pleased him to pay, she would hurry home with tingling pulses and a shamed heart to Jack--Jack, who had once been all the world to her. Once! Oh, and such a little time ago! After all, how little she had to complain of in the man who had made her his wife! He was "uninteresting," wrapped up in his profession, "dull." That was all, but it meant a very great deal to Bella. It meant everything; and the sluggish conscience which just at first had a word or two to say in his defence, gradually went to sleep again and troubled its owner no longer. Why should she not enjoy herself as other women of her age did? Why, indeed? She did not intend to do anything that was really wrong, or even unbecoming in her position as Jack's wife; but still she was resolved on extracting the utmost amount of amusement possible out of life, and thus with slow, subtle drifting and unconscious eyes--eyes that would not see their peril--she reached the point where temptation steps in. It was his wealth that dazzled her. |
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