If Only etc. by Augustus Harris;Francis Clement Philips
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said to myself, 'Bella, it looks bad for you when ladies forget how
common you are,' and then the thought struck me, London meant you! As a patient I might come to your house and be let in. You are clever and you are great; if I had any self-respect I could not ask you; but I have not, you know; I never had any and'--and--I am--frightened! It keeps me awake at nights, the fear. I--I am not going to--die?" "I have said I will do what I can for you." "You will sound me?" "Loosen your dress." As he bent over her she raised her hand as if to smoothe his hair, and the colour came into her face, but she did not touch him. Her fingers, from which she had drawn her gloves, were laden with rings--rings which he had not given her. His breath came a little faster as he stooped over her neck. "Don't be scared to tell me the truth," she said; "I guess I'm pretty bad. You need not take the trouble to lie about it." He examined her thoroughly and replaced the stethoscope before he spoke. "Your lungs are not right. They used to be." "Oh," she replied bitterly, "I used to be. I have come too late--is that what you mean?" |
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