If Only etc. by Augustus Harris;Francis Clement Philips
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"Hush--the past is dead. I was not so patient and tender with you as I should have been." "You saw that--you had made a mistake, but you tried to hide how sorry you were--I know you did that and I--well, I didn't marry you to make you sorry. Do you know how we lived--he and I, when I left you? He took me to Paris; and didn't we make the dollars spin, the pair of us--rather; and then one fine morning we heard a beastly bank had gone smash and he had lost pretty well all he had got." "And you left him?" A smile curled the corners of her mouth. "No," she said, slowly; "I didn't. We took two little rooms over a baker's shop in the High Street, Islington, and I stuck to him. I used to go out in an evening and do the marketing with a hand basket, to get it cheap. When we wanted a change we would take a bus to the Park and look at the swells across the railings; and sometimes Saidie gave us tickets for the theatres. Seems odd, don't it? but it's a fact. I was livelier then than ever I've been in my life. While he was fond of me--he showed me he was fond of me, you see." "You were capable of love, then, after all?" he said bitterly. "I don't know. I loved the freedom I think, anyway, and perhaps I took him with it. I don't know! what does it matter? It was a release for you and you are glad that it happened, eh? now that the shame of it is forgotten? We were never suited to each other, were we?" |
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