If Only etc. by Augustus Harris;Francis Clement Philips
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"I have communed with myself and thought it well out, and I believe that to bind my life, with its memories of you, to the girl to whom I am engaged, would be a cruel wrong and an injustice to her. She deserves a better fate, and I honestly feel that the rupture will not grieve her much. We will remarry, you and I. I will take you away from England, I will guard and cherish you, and in my love for you, you will grow stronger. Oh! my darling, my darling, if you knew what life has been to me since you went; how I have blamed myself,--I who ought to have shielded you against yourself, and have been a moral backbone to your weakness. Then as time went on I persuaded myself that I had succeeded in putting you out of my heart,--that I had forgotten you,--and then--you came back to me, and the past leapt living from the years that had no power to bury it, and I knew that you were more to me than honour or fame or anything the world held. Hence-forth I will be so gentle with you, so tender--so loving." "Will you--kiss me--Jack?" She had gradually pulled herself upright on the pillows. "Will you kiss me--and say--once more, as you used to--'God bless you--wifie'?" Their lips met and clung together. "God bless you--wifie." And there was silence, a long silence, broken by a gasp, a sigh, and |
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