Cecilia de Noël by Lanoe Falconer
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where I was lodged.
"Night, night," were Atherley's parting words. "Don't dream of flirts or ghosts, but sleep sound." Sleep sound! the kind words sounded like mockery. Sleep to me, always chary of her presence, was at best but a fair-weather friend, instantly deserting me when pain or exhaustion made me crave the more for rest and forgetfulness; but I had something to do in the interim--a little _auto-da-fé_ to perform, by which, with that faith in ceremonial, so deep laid in human nature, I meant once for all to lay the ghost that haunted me--the ghost of a delightful but irrevocable past, with which I had dallied too long. Sitting before the wood-fire I slowly unfolded them: the three faintly-perfumed sheets with the gilt monogram above the pointed writing: "Dear Mr. Lyndsay," ran the first, "why did you not come over to-day? I was expecting you to appear all the afternoon.--Yours sincerely, G.E.L." The second was dated four weeks later-- "You silly boy! I forbid you ever to write or talk of yourself in such a way again. You are not a cripple; and if you had ever had a mother or a sister, you would know how little women think of such things. How many more assurances do you expect from me? Do you wish me to propose to you again? No, if you won't have me, go.--Yours, in spite of yourself, GLADYS." |
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