The Ramrodders - A Novel by Holman (Holman Francis) Day
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our rides like this."
"It has been a wicked day for both of us, child." "And you cannot call me child after to-day--so my father says." Her voice was still plaintive, but there was a hint of the old mischief there. "I'll be sixteen to-morrow--and I didn't know until to-day that I'd be so sorry that it is so. Ever since I was ten I've been wishing I could be eighteen without waiting for the years. But I don't know, now, Harlan. It seemed as though I'd be getting more out of living. I thought so." Tears were in her voice now. "It seems as though I'd grown up all of a sudden; and things aren't beautiful and happy and--and as they used to be--not any more! I've lost something, Harlan. And if growing up is losing so much, I don't want to grow up." He listened indulgently and understood this protest of the child. Their horses walked slowly side by side, and the tired hounds trailed after them. "The grown-ups do lose a lot of things out of life, little girl--things that mean a great deal in childhood. But keep your heart open, and other things will come." "Perhaps when I get to be twenty-four years old and as big as you are I can talk that way, and believe it, too. But just now I'm only a girl that doesn't believe she's grown up, even if they do tell her so, and tell her she mustn't be a playmate any longer. And you are not to ride with me any more, and you are not to come to my house nor may I come to yours. That's what they say. What are we to do, then?" |
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