Madame Chrysantheme by Pierre Loti
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page 176 of 199 (88%)
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We want to take one last stroll together in our old familiar pleasure haunts, drink one more iced sherbet at the house of the _Indescribable Butterflies_, buy one more lantern at Madame Très-Propre's, and eat some parting waffles at Madame L'Heure's! I try to be affected, moved, by this leave-taking, but without success. In this Japan, as with the little men and women who inhabit it, there is something decidedly wanting; pleasant enough as a mere pastime, it begets no feeling of attachment. On our return, when I am once more with Yves and the two mousmés climbing up the road to Diou-djen-dji, which I shall probably never see again, a vague feeling of melancholy pervades my last stroll. It is, however, but the melancholy inseparable from all things that are about to end without possibility of return. Moreover, this calm and splendid summer is also drawing to a close for us,--since to-morrow we shall go forth to meet the autumn, in Northern China. I am beginning, alas! to count the youthful summers I may still hope for; I feel more gloomy each time another fades away, and flies to rejoin the others already disappeared in the dark and bottomless abyss, where all past things lie buried. At midnight we return home, and my removal begins; while on board the _amazingly tall friend_ kindly takes my watch. It is a nocturnal, rapid, stealthy removal,--_"dorobo_ (thieves) fashion" remarks Yves, who in frequenting the mousmés has picked up a |
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