Life's Progress Through The Passions - Or, The Adventures of Natura by Eliza Fowler Haywood
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he had not altogether forgot himself, melted the father's heart; he
raised him, and forcing him to sit down in a chair close by him; 'Well, Natura,' said he, 'you have been disobedient to an excess; I wish it were possible for your distresses to have given you a remorse in proportion;--I am still a _father_, if you can be a _son._'--He would have proceeded, but was not able:--the meagre aspect, dejected air, and wretched appearance of a son so dear to him, threw him into a condition which destroyed all the power of maintaining that reserve which he thought necessary to his character. Natura, on the other hand, was so overcome with the unhoped-for gentleness of his behaviour, that he burst into a flood of tears.--Filial gratitude and love, joined with the thoughts of what he had done to deserve a far different treatment, so overwhelmed his heart, that he could express himself no other way than by falling on his knees a second time, and embracing the legs of his father, with a transport, I know not whether to say of grief or joy; continued in that posture for a considerable time, overwhelmed at once with shame, with gratitude, and love:--at length, gaining the power of utterance,--'O sir,' cried he, 'how unworthy am I of your goodness!'--but then recollecting as it were somewhat more; 'yet sure,' pursued he, 'it is not possible you can forgive me all.--I have been guilty of worse than, perhaps, you yet have been informed of:--I am a wretch who have devoted myself to infamy and destruction, and you cannot, nay ought not to forgive me.' The father was indeed very much alarmed at this expression, as fearing it imported his distresses had drove him to be guilty of some crime of which the law takes cognizance.--'I hope,' said he, 'your having signed a contract with an abandoned prostitute, is the worst action of |
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