Chambers's Edinburgh Journal, No. 424 - Volume 17, New Series, February 14, 1852 by Various
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'But her wealth--her wealth!' I thought. 'True she may suffer, but how gloriously she is solaced! She may weep, but the angels of social life wipe off her tears with perfumed linen, gold embroidered; she may grieve, but her grief makes her joys so much the more blissful. Ah! she is to be envied after all!--envied, while I, a very beggar, might well scorn my place now!' Something of this might have been in my face, as I offered my sick companion some small attention--I forget what--gathering up one of her luxurious trifles, or arranging her cushions. She seemed almost to read my thoughts as her eyes rested on my melancholy face; and saying abruptly: 'I fear you are unhappy, young man?' she settled herself in her place like a person prepared to listen to a pleasant tale. 'I am unfortunate, madam,' I answered. 'Unfortunate?' she said impatiently. 'What! with youth and health, can you call yourself unfortunate? When the whole world lies untried before you, and you still live in the golden atmosphere of hope, can you pamper yourself with sentimental sorrows? Fie upon you!--fie upon you! What are your sorrows compared with mine?' 'I am ignorant of yours, madam,' I said respectfully; 'but I know my own; and, knowing them, I can speak of their weight and bitterness. By your very position, you cannot undergo the same kind of distress as that overwhelming me at this moment: you may have evils in your path of life, but they cannot equal mine.' 'Can anything equal the evils of ruined health and a desolated |
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