The Miracle Man by Frank L. (Frank Lucius) Packard
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the rifts a moon-glint and the starlight came, passed from him
utterly--and a strange calm, a strange joy, a strange sadness was upon him--and his brain for the first time in many hours was rational, keen--and he was master of himself again--and yet master of himself no more! He smiled a little at the seeming paradox--smiled a little wistfully. He was beaten--by the game--he had won. How strange it was that sense of more than resignation now--a sense that seemed like one of thankfulness--a sense that bade him fling wide his arms as though suddenly they had been loosed from bondage and he was free, free as the God-given air around him. He could understand Helena, and the Flopper, and Pale Face Harry now. With them it had come slowly, in a gradual concatenation, a progression, as it were, that had worked upon them, molding them, changing them day by day--and he had been too blind to see, or, seeing, had measured the changes only by a standard as false as all his life had been false. With him it had come in a crash, unheralded, that had left him a naked, quivering, stricken thing to know madness, terror and despair, to taste of emotions that had sickened the soul itself. On Madison walked--along the road, across the little bridge, into the wagon track where, under the arched branches, it was utter dark. There was no one upon the road--he passed no one--saw no one--he was alone. He had lost Helena--but he understood her now--understood the depth of remorse that she was living through, the terror and the dread as she sought escape, the fear of him--yes, it would be fear now where once it had been love! He had lost Helena--that was the price he had paid--but |
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