Grey Roses by Henry Harland
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alone with her I knew it was hopeless. Her manner to me--it was one of
frank friendliness. There was no mistaking it. She never thought of loving me.' 'You were wrong not to ask her. One never can be sure. Oh, why didn't you ask her?' His old friend spoke with great feeling. He looked at her, surprised and eager. 'Do you really think she might have cared for me?' 'Oh, you ought to have told her: you ought to have asked her,' she repeated. 'Well--now you know why I went away.' 'Yes.' 'When I heard of her--her--death'--he could not bring himself to say her suicide--'there was nothing else for me to do. It was so hideous, so unutterable. To go on with my old life, in the old place, among the old people, was quite impossible. I wanted to follow her, to do what she had done. The only alternative was to fly as far from England, as far from myself, as I could.' 'Sometimes,' Mrs. Kempton confessed by-and-bye, 'sometimes I wondered whether, possibly, your disappearance could have had any such connection with Mary's death--it followed it so immediately. I wondered sometimes whether, perhaps, you had cared for her. But I couldn't believe it--it was only because the two things happened one upon the other. Oh, why didn't you tell her? It is dreadful, |
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