An Unpardonable Liar by Gilbert Parker
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proving certain things. The marriage was to him a speculation. When she
waked to that--it was a dreadful awakening--she refused to move in the matter. Is there anything more shameful than speculation in flesh and blood--the heart and life of a child?--he was so much older than she! Life to her was an hourly pain--you see she was wild with indignation and shame, and alive with a kind of gratitude and reaction when she married him. And her life? Maternity was to her an agony such as comes to few women who suffer and live. If her child--her beautiful, noble child--had lived, she would, perhaps, one day have claimed the property for its sake. This child was her second love and it died--it died." She drew from her breast a miniature. He reached out and, first hesitating, she presently gave it into his hand. It was warm--it had lain on her bosom. His hand, generally so steady, trembled. He raised the miniature to his own lips. She reached out her hand, flushing greatly. "Oh, please, you must not!" she said. "Go on, tell me all," he urged, but still held the miniature in his hand for a moment. "There is little more to tell. He played a part. She came to know how coarse and brutal he was, how utterly depraved. "At last he went away to Africa--that was three years ago. Word came that he was drowned off the coast of Madagascar, but there is nothing sure, and the woman would not believe that he was dead unless she saw him so or some one she could trust had seen him buried. Yet people call her a widow--who wears no mourning" (she smiled bitterly) "nor can until"-- |
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