The History of Richard Raynal, Solitary by Robert Hugh Benson
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This, then, was Master Richard's temptation--that he should doubt
himself, his friends, and even our Lord who had manifested Himself so often and so kindly to the eyes of his soul. Yet he did not yield to it, although he could not repel it. He cried upon Jesu in his heart, and then set the puzzle by. He looked at the young man once more. "And why do you tell me this?" he asked. The clerk (if he were a clerk) answered him first by another Judas-caress or two, and then by Judas-words. "Master Hermit," he said, "I am but a poor priest, but my words have some weight with two or three persons of the court; and these again have some weight with my lord cardinal. I asked leave to come and tell you this as kindly as I could, and to see what you would say. I observed you in the hall the other day, and I have a good report of your reasonableness from the monastery. I conceived, too, a great love for you when I saw you, and wish you well; and I think I can do you a great service, and get you forth from this place that you may go whither you will,--to your house by the stream or to some other place where none know you. Would it not be pleasant to you to be in the country again, and to serve God with all your might in some sweet and secret place where men are not?" "I can serve God here as there," answered Master Richard. "Well--let that be. But what if God Almighty wishes you to be at peace? |
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