Memories - A Record of Personal Experience and Adventure During Four Years of War by Fannie A. Beers
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lady of the house appeared, with red eyes and a sorrowful countenance.
Said she, "Just listen at Mrs. ----. Her son went off on the boat to join the army, and 'pears like she can't get over it. _She kept up splendid until after he got off_." I sat listening, not daring to intrude upon such sorrow. Over the lovely landscape before me fell the shadow of the future, a shadow soon to darken every fair domain, every home in all the South. After a time the grieving mother passed out, and, entering her carriage, was driven away to her desolate home. Later, I, too, accomplished the last ten miles of my journey, arriving at my destination in time for supper, and meeting with a cordial welcome from my friends. Let none give undue praise to the women to whom during the war Almighty God vouchsafed the inestimable privilege of remaining near the front, even though they may have endured untold hardship, hours of agony while listening to the noise of battle, fully realizing the extreme danger of beloved fathers, husbands, or sons. Never until my visit to Alabama had I fully realized the horrors of suspense,--the lives of utter self-abnegation heroically lived by women in country homes all over the South during the dreary years of the war. Every day--every hour--was fraught with anxiety and dread. Rumor was always busy, but they could not hear _definitely_: they could not |
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