The Lifted Bandage by Mary Raymond Shipman Andrews
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"Everything is beyond," the young man cried triumphantly. "'The end,' as you call it, is an end to hope for--it is the beginning. The beginning of more than you have ever had--with them, with the people you care about." The judge turned a ghastly look upon the impetuous, bright face. "If I believed that, I should be even now perfectly happy. I don't see how you Christians can ever be sorry when your friends die--it's childish; anybody ought to be able to wait a few years. But I don't believe it," he said heavily, and went on again as if an inertia of speech were carrying him as an inertia of silence had held him a few minutes before. "When my wife died a year ago it ended my personal life, but I could live Jack's life. I was glad in the success and honor of it. Now the success--" he made a gesture. "And the honor--if I had that, only the honor of Jack's life left, I think I could finish the years with dignity. I've not been a bad man--I've done my part and lived as seemed right. Before I'm old the joy is wiped out and long years left. Why? It's not reasonable--not logical. With one thing to hold to, with Jack's good name, I might live. How can I, now? What can I do? A life must have a _raison d'ĂȘtre._" "Listen," the clergyman cried again. "You are not judging Jack as fairly as you would judge a common criminal. You know better than I how often juries make mistakes--why should you trust this jury to have made none?" "I didn't trust the jury. I watched as I have never before known how to watch a case. I felt my mind more clear and alert than common." "Alert!" he caught at the word. "But alert on the side of |
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