A Loose End and Other Stories by S. Elizabeth Hall
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packet of necessaries for him, and borrowed money for the journey,
saying nothing as she watched his face, full of the inarticulate suffering of the untaught. Antoine scarcely said farewell, as he walked straight out of the cottage door towards the sea, to take the shortest route to St. Jean-du-Pied by the coast. The rocks were white from the sea-foam, as if with driven snow, and the black sea was lashed to madness by a gale from the North East. The bitter wind tore across the bleak country-side, scourging every rock, tree and living thing that attempted to resist it, like the desolation of God descending in judgment on the land. Wild, torn clouds chased each other across the sky, and the deep roar of the sea among the rocks could be heard far inland. Antoine's thoughts meanwhile were whirling tumultuously round and round one object--an object that had hovered fitfully before his mind for many weeks--pressing closer and closer on it, till at length with triumphant realization, they seized on it and made it the imperious necessity of his will. Ever since the night in the ravine, Antoine had been living in a strange world: he had not known himself: his hand had seemed against every man's, and every man's hand against his. He never went to mass, for he felt that the good God had abandoned him. Now he suddenly realised what it was he needed--the just punishment of Geoffroi. The path of life would be straight again, and God on His Throne in heaven, when Justice had been vindicated, and he had visited his crime on the evil-doer. That he must do it himself, was plain to him. He marched on, possessed with a feeling that it was Geoffroi whom he |
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