Jane Sinclair; Or, The Fawn Of Springvale - The Works of William Carleton, Volume Two by William Carleton
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mournful and prophetic impression, that I am doomed to go down into an
early grave." The tone of passionate enthusiasm which pervaded these words, uttered as they were in a voice wherein pathos and melody were equally blended, appeared to be almost too much for a creature whose sympathy in all his moods and feelings was then so deep and congenial. She felt some difficulty in repressing her tears, and said, in a voice which no effort could keep firm. "You ought not to indulge in those gloomy forebodings; you should struggle against them, otherwise they will distress your mind, and injure your health." "Oh, you do not know," he proceeded, his eyes sparkling with that light which is so often the beacon of death--"you do not know the fatal fascination by which a mind, set to the sorrows of a melancholy temperament, is charmed out of its strength. But no matter how dark may be my dreams--there is one light for ever upon them--one image ever, ever before me--one figure of grace and beauty--oh, how could I deny myself the contemplation of a vision that pours into my soul a portion of itself, and effaces: every other object but an entrancing sense of its own presence. I cannot, I cannot--it bears me away into a happiness that is full of sadness--where I indulge alone, without knowing why, in my feast of tears'--happy! happy! so I think, and so I feel; yet why is my heart sunk, and why are all my visions filled with death and the grave?" "Oh, do not talk so frequently of death," replied the beautiful girl, "surely you need not fear it for a long while. This morbid tone of mind |
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