The River and I by John G. Neihardt
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unafraid of big rivers.
But the first sight of the Missouri River was not enough for me. There was a dreadful fascination about it--the fascination of all huge and irresistible things. I had caught my first wee glimpse into the infinite; I was six years old. Many a lazy Sunday stroll took us back to the river; and little by little the dread became less, and the wonder grew--and a little love crept in. In my boy heart I condoned its treachery and its giant sins. For, after all, it sinned through excess of strength, not through weakness. And that is the eternal way of virile things. We watched the steamboats loading for what seemed to me far distant ports. (How the world shrinks!) A double stream of "roosters" coming and going at a dog-trot rushed the freight aboard; and at the foot of the gang-plank the mate swore masterfully while the perspiration dripped from the point of his nose. And then--the raucous whistles blew. They reminded me of the lions roaring at the circus. The gang-plank went up, the hawsers went in. The snub nose of the steamer swung out with a quiet majesty. Now she feels the urge of the flood, and yields herself to it, already dwindled to half her size. The pilot turns his wheel--he looks very big and quiet and masterful up there. The boat veers round; bells jangle. And now the engine wakens in earnest. She breathes with spurts of vapor! Breathed? No, it was sighing; for about it all clung an inexplicable sadness for me--the sadness that clings about all strong and beautiful things that must leave their moorings and go very, very far away. (I have since heard it said that river boats are not beautiful!) My throat |
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