Oscar Wilde, Volume 1 (of 2) - His Life and Confessions by Frank Harris
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the usual boy imaginings; but I did not indulge in them excessively.
"At Portora nine out of ten boys only thought of football or cricket or rowing. Nearly every one went in for athletics--running and jumping and so forth; no one appeared to care for sex. We were healthy young barbarians and that was all." "Did you go in for games?" I asked. "No," Oscar replied smiling, "I never liked to kick or be kicked." "Surely you went about with some younger boy, did you not, to whom you told your dreams and hopes, and whom you grew to care for?" The question led to an intimate personal confession, which may take its place here. "It is strange you should have mentioned it," he said. "There was one boy, and," he added slowly, "one peculiar incident. It occurred in my last year at Portora. The boy was a couple of years younger than I--we were great friends; we used to take long walks together and I talked to him interminably. I told him what I should have done had I been Alexander, or how I'd have played king in Athens, had I been Alcibiades. As early as I can remember I used to identify myself with every distinguished character I read about, but when I was fifteen or sixteen I noticed with some wonder that I could think of myself as Alcibiades or Sophocles more easily than as Alexander or Cæsar. The life of books had begun to interest me more than real life.... "My friend had a wonderful gift for listening. I was so occupied with |
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