Oscar Wilde, Volume 2 (of 2) - His Life and Confessions by Frank Harris
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that men should be so brutal."
"Give me an instance," I said, "of something less painful; something which may be bettered." He smiled wanly. "All of it, Frank, all of it should be altered. There is no spirit in a prison but hate, hate masked in degrading formalism. They first break the will and rob you of hope, and then rule by fear. One day a warder came into my cell. "'Take off your boots,' he said. "Of course I began to obey him; then I asked: "'What is it? Why must I take off my boots?' "He would not answer me. As soon as he had my boots, he said: "'Come out of your cell.' "'Why?' I asked again. I was frightened, Frank. What had I done? I could not guess; but then I was often punished for nothing: what was it? No answer. As soon as we were in the corridor he ordered me to stand with my face to the wall, and went away. There I stood in my stocking feet waiting. The cold chilled me through; I began standing first on one foot and then on the other, racking my brains as to what they were going to do to me, wondering why I was being punished like this, and how long it would last; you know the thoughts fear-born that plague the mind.... After what seemed an eternity I heard him coming back. I did not dare to move or even look. He came up to me; stopped by me for a moment; my |
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