Another Study of Woman by Honoré de Balzac;Ellen Marriage
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said; 'you snatch away all my illusions; you deprave my heart.'
"She said to me all that I had a right to say to her, and with a simple effrontery, an artless audacity, which would certainly have nailed any man but me on the spot.--'What is to become of us poor women in a state of society such as Louis XVIII.'s charter made it?' --(Imagine how her words had run away with her.)--'Yes, indeed, we are born to suffer. In matters of passion we are always superior to you, and you are beneath all loyalty. There is no honesty in your hearts. To you love is a game in which you always cheat.'--'My dear,' said I, 'to take anything serious in society nowadays would be like making romantic love to an actress.'--'What a shameless betrayal! It was deliberately planned!'--'No, only a rational issue.'--'Good-bye, Monsieur de Marsay,' said she; 'you have deceived me horribly.' --'Surely,' I replied, taking up a submissive attitude, 'Madame la Duchesse will not remember Charlotte's grievances?'--'Certainly,' she answered bitterly.--'Then, in fact, you hate me?'--She bowed, and I said to myself, 'There is something still left!' "The feeling she had when I parted from her allowed her to believe that she still had something to avenge. Well, my friends, I have carefully studied the lives of men who have had great success with women, but I do not believe that the Marechal de Richelieu, or Lauzun, or Louis de Valois ever effected a more judicious retreat at the first attempt. As to my mind and heart, they were cast in a mould then and there, once for all, and the power of control I thus acquired over the thoughtless impulses which make us commit so many follies gained me the admirable presence of mind you all know." "How deeply I pity the second!" exclaimed the Baronne de Nucingen. |
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