The Rivals of Acadia - An Old Story of the New World by Harriet Vaughan Cheney
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kindness; "can I do anything to assist or relieve you?"
"I _was_ ill, my son," he replied; "but it is over now--passed away like a troubled phantasy, which visits the weary and restless slumberer, and flies at the approach of returning reason." "Your language is figurative," returned De Valette, "and implies the sufferance of mental, rather than bodily pain. If such is your unhappy state, I know full well that human skill is unavailing." "What know _you_ of pain?" asked the priest, with startling energy; "_you_, who bask in the sunshine of fortune's smile,--whose days are one ceaseless round of careless gaiety,--whose repose is yet unbroken by the gnawing worm of never-dying repentance! Such, too, I was, in the spring-time of my life; I drained the cup of pleasure,--but misery and disappointment were in its dregs; I yielded to the follies and passions of my youthful heart,--and the sting of remorse and ceaseless regret have entered my inmost soul!" "Pardon me, father," said De Valette, "if I have unconsciously awakened thoughts which time, perchance, had well nigh soothed into forgetfulness!" "Awakened thoughts!" the priest repeated, in a melancholy voice; "they can never, never sleep! repentance cannot obliterate them,--years of penance--fastings, and vigils, and wanderings, cannot wear them from my remembrance! Look at me, my son, and may this decaying frame, which time might yet have spared, teach thee the vanity of human hopes, and lead thee to resist the impulses of passion, and to mistrust and regulate, even the virtuous inclinations of thy heart!" |
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