The Jester of St. Timothy's by Arthur Stanwood Pier
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âTyphoid. Mr. Randolph told me.â âWhoâs taken his place?â It was another voice that asked this question. âA new manânamed Upton. I havenât laid eyes on him yet.â âWouldnât it be a jokeâ!â The speaker paused to laugh. âSuppose it should turn out to be the new kid!â ââI am not a new kid; I am a master.ââ The mimicry was so accurate that Irving winced and then flushed to the temples. In the laughter that it produced he closed his door quietly and sat down to think. He couldnât be courageous now; he felt that he could not step out and face those fellows who were laughing at him. Of course they were the ones who ought to be embarrassed by his appearance, not he; but Irving felt they would lend one another support and brazen it through, and that he would be the one to exhibit weakness. He decided that he must wait and try to make himself known to each one of them separatelyâthat only by such a beginning would he be likely to engage their respect. It was the first time that he had been brought face to face with his pitiable diffidence. He was ashamed; he thought of how differently Lawrence would have met the situationâhow much more directly he would have dealt with it. Irving resolved that hereafter he would not be afraid of any multitude of boys. But he refrained from making his presence known in the dormitory that afternoon. |
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