Romance by Joseph Conrad;Ford Madox Ford
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The blue flare showed a very little nearer. There was nothing to be done but talk and wait. "No; England," he answered in a tone full of meaning--"things in England--people there. One person at least." To me his words and his smile seemed to imply a bitter irony; but they were said very earnestly. Castro had hauled the helpless form of old Rangsley forward. I caught him muttering savagely: "I could kill that old man!" He did not want to be drowned; neither assuredly did I. But it was not fear so much as a feeling of dreariness and disappointment that had come over me, the sudden feeling that I was going not to adventure, but to death; that here was not romance, but an end--a disenchanted surprise that it should soon be all over. We kept a grim silence. Further out in the bay, we were caught in a heavy squall. Sitting by the tiller, I got as much out of her as I knew how. We would go as far as we could before the run was over. Carlos bailed unceasingly, and without a word of complaint, sticking to his self-appointed task as if in very truth he were careless of life. A feeling came over me that this, indeed, was the elevated and the romantic. Perhaps he was tired of his life; perhaps he really regretted what he left behind him in England, or somewhere else--some association, some woman. But he, at least, if we went down together, would |
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