McClure's Magazine, Vol. 31, No. 1, May 1908 by Various
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ferocity. "Just you say one little short word, friend. Is that your
name, or isn't it?" Cassidy wavered. It was unquestionably his name; whether _he_ had written it there or not was yet to be decided. If psychological moments come to the Cassidys, this one felt such a thing near him. _Now_ was the time for him to leap in the air and pound wrathfully upon the bar. _Now_ was the instant for him to rush into the open and call vociferously on his friends. _Now_ was the fraction of a second left for him to reach out his hard knuckles and pin Mike to the wall and tear the paper from his hands. But instead, and with a queer feeling of aloofness from it all, much as if he were the helpless spectator of activities proceeding in some fantastic dream, he felt the moment thrilling up to him; felt it stand obediently waiting; felt himself slowly gathering in response to its mute query; then felt himself drop helplessly back into a stupid coma of whisky fumes and sodden inertia. When he came to, Mike had put the paper back in his till and was assiduously cleaning up his bar. It was all over. Cassidy shifted irresolutely from one foot to the other. A sickening feeling of hollowness within him was crying aloud to be appeased by either food or drink, and his shaking body begged for a place to rest itself into tranquillity; but still for a while he stood there, fighting off these yearnings while he gathered his far-strayed wits. Now and then he weakly attempted to catch the other's eye, but as Mike studiously refused to be caught, Cassidy could only blink owlishly and fumble again with the tangled ends of the skein. Finally, abandoning |
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