Bella Donna - A Novel by Robert Smythe Hichens
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"Your day of work, ends--?" "At six, as a rule." "I mustn't keep you. The truth is this. I am losing my zest for life, and because I am losing my zest, I am losing my power over life. I am beginning to feel weary, melancholy, sometimes apprehensive." "Of what?" "Middle age, I suppose, and the ending of all things." "And you want me to prescribe against melancholy?" "Why not? What is a doctor for? I tell you I am certain these feelings in me come from a bodily condition." "You think it quite impossible that they may proceed from a condition of the soul?" "Quite. I believe it all ends here on the day one dies. I feel as certain of that as of my being a woman. And this being my conviction, I think it of paramount importance to have a good time while I am here." "Naturally." "Now, a woman's good time depends on a woman's power over others, and that power depends on her thorough-going belief in herself. So long as she is perfectly well, she feels young, and so long as she feels young, |
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