Milly Darrell and Other Tales by M. E. (Mary Elizabeth) Braddon
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hour in happy idle talk before going to bed; but I was sure from my
darling's manner she had something to tell me. She went over to an open window, and stood there with her face turned away from me, looking out across the distant moonlit sea. 'Mary,' she said, after a very long pause, 'do you think people are intended to be quite happy in this world?' 'My dear love, how can I answer such a question as that? I think that many people have their lives in their own hands, and that it rests with themselves to find happiness. And there are many natures that are elevated and purified by sorrow. I cannot tell what is best for us, dear. I cannot pretend to guess what this life was meant to be.' 'There is something in perfect happiness that frightens one, Mary. It seems as if it could not last. If it could, if I dared believe in it, I should think that my life was going to be quite happy.' 'Why should it be otherwise, my dear Milly? I don't think you have ever known much sorrow.' 'Not since my mother died--and I was only a child then--but that old pain has never quite gone out of my heart; and papa's marriage has been a greater grief to me than you would believe, Mary. This house has never seemed to be really my home since then. No, dear, it is a new life that is dawning for me--and O, such a bright one!' She put her arms round my neck, and hid her face upon my shoulder. |
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