Visionaries by James Huneker
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a few hours old did not puzzle me, for my sanity was surely being
undermined by the persistent gaze of the boy. I vaguely recall passing my hand across my breast as if to stop the crevice through which my personality was filtering; I was certain that my soul was about to be stolen by that damnable child. Then the nurse dropped something, and my thoughts came back,--they were surely on the road to hell, for they were red and flaming when I got hold of them,--and the spell, or whatever it was, snapped. "I looked up and noticed the woman maliciously smiling--if it had been in the days of the inquisition, I would have sent her to the faggots, for she was a hell-hag. The child had fallen back in his cradle as if the effort of holding my attention had exhausted him. Then it struck me that there was something unholy about this affair, and I resolutely strode to the crib and seized the baby. "'What changeling is this?' I demanded in a loud voice, for the being that twisted in my grip was two or two hundred years old. "'Lay him down, you monster!' clamoured the nurse, as I held the squirming bundle by both hands. It was a task--and I'm very strong. A superhuman strength waged against my muscles; but I was an old football half-back at the university, so I conquered the poor little devil. It moaned like a querulous old man; the nurse, throwing her weight upon me, forced me to let go my hold. As I did so the baby turned on its face, its dainty robe split wide open, and to my horror I saw on its back, between its angelically white shoulders, burnt in as if by branding irons, the crucifix--and _upside down_!" I shuddered. I knew. He lowered his voice and spoke in detached phrases. |
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