Sarrasine by Honoré de Balzac
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perhaps than I hate women. I need to take refuge in friendship. The
world is a desert to me. I am an accursed creature, doomed to understand happiness, to feel it, to desire it, and like many, many others, compelled to see it always fly from me. Remember, signor, that I have not deceived you. I forbid you to love me. I can be a devoted friend to you, for I admire your strength of will and your character. I need a brother, a protector. Be both of these to me, but nothing more.' "'And not love you!' cried Sarrasine; 'but you are my life, my happiness, dear angel!' "'If I should say a word, you would spurn me with horror.' "'Coquette! nothing can frighten me. Tell me that you will cost me my whole future, that I shall die two months hence, that I shall be damned for having kissed you but once----' "And he kissed her, despite La Zambinella's efforts to avoid that passionate caress. "'Tell me that you are a demon, that I must give you my fortune, my name, all my renown! Would you have me cease to be a sculptor? Speak.' "'Suppose I were not a woman?' queried La Zambinella, timidly, in a sweet, silvery voice. "'A merry jest!' cried Sarrasine. 'Think you that you can deceive an artist's eye? Have I not, for ten days past, admired, examined, devoured, thy perfections? None but a woman can have this soft and |
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