John Ward, Preacher by Margaret Wade Campbell Deland
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that men are better and kinder than God?"
Alfaretta looked confused. "Well, but justice?" "Justice!" Helen said. "Would it be just if I put a little child where it was certain to fall down, and then punish it for falling? The child did not ask to be put there. So God puts us here, where we must sin; would it be just to punish us eternally for his own work?" Alfaretta shook her head, and sighed. "Well, I don't know but yer right, though the preacher don't say so." Helen did not speak for a moment, and then said quietly, "Perhaps not,--not yet; but he will say so some day. He is so good himself, you know, Alfaretta, he cannot bear to think every one else does not love and serve God, too; and it seems to him as though they ought to be punished if they don't." This was a very lame explanation, but it closed the discussion, and she hurried away from the honest, searching eyes of her servant, which she felt must see through the flimsy excuse. Her eyes burned with sudden tears that blurred the white landscape, it hurt her to excuse her husband's belief even to herself, and gave her a feeling of disloyalty to him: for a moment she weakly longed to creep into the shelter of the monstrous error in which she felt he lived, that they might be one there, as in everything else. "Yet it does not matter," she said to herself, smiling a little. "We love each other. We know we don't think alike on doctrinal points, but we love each other." She stopped a moment at the lumber-yard. The ghastly blackness of the |
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