Arthur Mervyn - Or, Memoirs of the Year 1793 by Charles Brockden Brown
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or not destroy myself like thee, my brother! My friend!--
"'No. For this hour was I reserved; to avenge your wrongs and mine in the blood of this ungrateful villain.' "'There,' continued he, producing a second pistol, and tendering it to me,--'there is thy defence. Take we opposite sides of this table, and fire at the same instant.' "During this address I was motionless. He tendered the pistol, but I unclasped not my hands to receive it. "'Why do you hesitate?' resumed he. 'Let the chance between us be equal, or fire you first.' "'No,' said I, 'I am ready to die by your hand. I wish it. It will preclude the necessity of performing the office for myself. I have injured you, and merit all that your vengeance can inflict. I know your nature too well to believe that my death will be perfect expiation. When the gust of indignation is past, the remembrance of your deed will only add to your sum of misery; yet I do not love you well enough to wish that you would forbear. I desire to die, and to die by another's hand rather than my own.' "'Coward!' exclaimed Watson, with augmented vehemence, 'you know me too well to believe me capable of assassination. Vile subterfuge! Contemptible plea! Take the pistol and defend yourself. You want not the power or the will; but, knowing that I spurn at murder, you think your safety will be found in passiveness. Your refusal will avail you little. Your fame, if not your life, is at my mercy. If you falter now, I will |
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