The ninth vibration and other stories by L. Adams (Lily Moresby Adams) Beck
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There are great sunsets at Peshawar, flaming over the plain,
dying in melancholy splendour over the dangerous hills. They too were hers, in a sense in which they could never be mine. But what a companion! To my astonishment a wild thought of marriage flashed across me, to be instantly rebuffed with a shrug. Marriage - that one's wife might talk poetry to one about the East! Absurd! But what was it these people felt and I could not feel? Almost, shut up in the prison of self, I knew what Vanna had felt in her village - a maddening desire to escape, to be a part of the loveliness that lay beyond me. So might a man love a king's daughter in her hopeless heights. "It may be very beautiful on the surface," I said morosely; "but there's a lot of misery below - hateful, they tell me." "Of course. We shall get to work one day. But look at the sunset. It opens like a mysterious flower. I must take Winifred home now." "One moment," I pleaded; "I can only see it through your eyes. I feel it while you speak, and then the good minute goes." She laughed. "And so must I. Come, Winifred. Look, there's an owl; not like the owls in the summer dark in England- "Lovely are the curves of the white owl sweeping, Wavy in the dark, lit by one low star." |
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