The ninth vibration and other stories by L. Adams (Lily Moresby Adams) Beck
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difficult to describe. I endured it like a pain that could only
be assuaged by her presence, but I endured it angrily. We were walking on the sunset road - very deserted and quiet at the time. The place was propitious if nothing else was. She looked at me in transparent astonishment; "Mr. Clifden, are you dreaming? You can't mean what you say." "Why can't I? I do. I want you. You have the key of all I care for. I think of the world without you and find it tasteless." "Surely you have all the world can give? What do you want more?" "The power to enjoy it - to understand it. You have got that - I haven't. I want you always with me to interpret, like a guide to a blind fellow. I am no better." "Say like a dog, at once!" she interrupted. "At least you are frank enough to put it on that ground. You have not said you love me. You could not say it." "I don't know whether I do or not. I know nothing about love. I want you. Indescribably. Perhaps that is love - is it? I never wanted any one before. I have tried to get away and I can't." I was brutally frank, you see. She compelled my very thoughts. "Why have you tried?" |
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