Continental Monthly, Vol. 5, Issue 2, February, 1864 by Various
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ASPIRO.--A FABLE. Then my life was like a dream in which we guess at God-thoughts. I was so completely absorbed in my love that I marked the lapse of time only by the delicate varyings of my mistress's beauty, or the deepening spell of her royal rule. I was delirious with the delight of her presence, which comprised to me all types of excellence. Within her eyes the sapphire gates of heaven unclosed to me; in the splendor of lustred hair was life-warmth. --And had I forgot?--the red lips I crushed like rose-leaves on my own--the tender eyes that plead 'remember me'--the faded rosemary which we culled together--the vows with which I said that love like ours was never false, nor parting fatal. Had I forgot? Could this _Aspiro_ of my worship quite dispel my youth-dream--had her infatuating presence quite eclipsed my memory of Christine?-- Alas! I had not meant to be inconstant, but while I strove sullenly for success in uncongenial occupation, _she_ came to me--Aspiro--came like the truth and light, and taught me to myself. For a long time I doubted and resisted; though she tempted me, making real the dreams of my shy, worshipful childhood, teaching me the meanings of treasured stories which I had listened to from flower-sprite and river-god, leading and wooing me with lovelier lures than even Nature's; for tropical bird-song and falling water was harsh to her |
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