Continental Monthly, Vol. 5, Issue 2, February, 1864 by Various
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page 64 of 267 (23%)
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In this work I reproduced my mistress's beauty and my love's
significance. Having learned the language of nature, I translated from her hieroglyphic pages in characters of flame. With rash hands I stripped false seemings from material beauty, and limned the naked divinity of Idea. Shorn by degrees in my strife of youth and strength and passion, I wound them in my work--toiling like paltry larvæ. And it was done--retouched and lingered over long, apotheosized by mighty effort. So I offered it to my Fate. Never before, as at that moment, had Aspiro seemed so worthy to be won at any cost. I trembled as I laid my work before her--she so transcended Beauty. But still I hoped. I waited for her dawning smile and outstretched hand, ready to die of attained longing when these should be bestowed. She, gleaming like ice, transfixed me coldly, and, slighting with her glance my work, asked: 'Can you do no more?' I answered with weary hopelessness: 'No more.' How cold her laugh was! 'And have I waited on you all these years for this?' I echoed drearily: 'For this.' 'Well, blot it out, and try again, if you would please me,' said Aspiro. With spent strength I cast myself at her feet. |
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